Everytime somebody tsk-tsks me when s/he sees what kind of food I'm eating and comments, "Why don't you eat something healthier?? You should watch what you eat!" I'm soooooooooo tempted to reply, "It's alright, I don't plan to live that long anyway with people like YOU."

Being broken heart makes be poetic.

Being broken heart makes me cry at sad songs.

Being broken heart makes me bitter.

Especially when I found out that he deleted me from his Facebook. Should I make a fuss over it? Or just let it go?

Really must move on.

I'm mourning the death of my relationship. Yep, just broke up yesterday...around this time. Cried my eyes out. There's nothing to do actually.

How long issit to get over a broken heart?

How long can I move on?

How long before I can smile sincerely from my heart?

So tired of faking smiles.

If the expression "cry to death" can really come true...can I really do that?

"There's a somebody I'm longin' to see
I hope that he, turns out to be
Someone who'll watch over me

I'm a little lamb who's lost in the wood
I know I could, always be good
To one who'll watch over me

He may not be the man some
Girls think of as handsome
To my heart he carries the key

Won't you tell him please to put on some speed
Follow my lead, oh, how I need
Someone to watch over me

Won't you tell him please to put on some speed
Follow my lead, oh, how I need
Someone to watch over me

Someone to watch over me
Someone to watch over me"
~Renee Olstead - Someone To Watch Over Me~

I'm crazy in love with this song. I've known this song a looonggg time ago, but when I heard it again while watching Fame, I was so mesmerized by this song. It's sung by Asher Brooke in the movie, but I like Renee's version more.

So finally we performed yesterday. I only managed to take photos of one costume only coz after that, I had no time to take the second one. We're all dead tired and just wanted to go home. But I liked this costume the mostttttttttt coz it's ballet theme and I felt like a princess hahahah *impian jadi balerina yang tak tercapai*

Just when I thought my sleep would go back to normal........now I have...SORE THROAT!

Yayyyyyyyy............NOT!!!

It hurts to talk, to swallow, to everything...I can't eat properly now.

Sickness.........won't you go away? I'm performing on Sundayyyy!! Gimme a break, will you?

Finally my lack of sleep endssssssssssssssss!!!!

It ended when I almost fainted at my boo's apt on Saturday, scaring the hell out of him. Sorry, babe. I was talking to him when I felt a hit of nausea creeping up to my throat and his voice sounded soooo farrr awayyy and I could feel the darkness started to close on me. I had to lie down for a few minutes to make sure that I wouldn't puke.

Geez, the last time I almost fainted was when I was at this flag ceremony while I was in junior high...10 years ago??? Damnnn..

Anyway, when I reached home, took a shower, then zonked out for 12 hours.

Ah, life.....