Bt bt bt.......
 
Bt ma loe yang bikin gue deg2an kalo lagi ngomong jadi akhirnya gue ngomong hal2 yang ga perlu sama sekali!
Bt ma loe yang bikin gue salah tingkah kalo ada elo.
Bt banget karena gue jadi bingung sendiri kalo ada elo
Bt gue jadi keringet dingin kalo denger suara elo di telp tapi pengen loncat2 kesenengan...
Bt karena gue tetep ngarepin sms dari elo tiap kali hp gue bunyi pertanda ada msg yang masuk...
Bt karena gue jadi mikirin elo trus......
 
Huhuhu......gawat ya kenapa jadi begini??

I can't go on like this!

Why I don't have a boyfriend:

1. I don't want to keep on fighting on the smallest thing.
2. Cape ga sih kalo mo kemana2 harus bilang dulu??
3. So hating the "don't you love me?"
4. Bored of "why didn't you call me? don't you want to talk to me?"
5. Don't want to play 'guilt-tripping'.
6. If my friend asks me to go somewhere, I have to ask him if he actually wants to go.
7. If he doesn't want to go, he'll go mad if I go with my friends.
8. Then the conversation will start with "don't you want to be with me?"
........and the list goes on......

Aaarrghhh!!!! I think I've had enough for now. It's so nice just to be friends with everybody, with no expectation bla bla bla.

..........but I still like him.....*blush*

Happy birthday to dad....

At dad's office now. Doing nothing really. They're having a meeting right behind me, I am half listening, half blogging. It's not that I'm not interested in business......I just don't understand what they're talking about. They're using business language. I can't just stop them and ask what the word means. So I just listen and ask about it later.....if I can remember =p

Finally I'm going to Padang on Tuesday til Friday. Finally I can see what my dad's been working on this year. I'm so excited.

I think I like someone right now. It's only a small crush, like Jennifer Paige said, it's not like I faint everytime we touch. But it's so hard to be near him. I clam up and I can't think of anything to say. I would just keep quiet and talk only a little. Everything I do seems so wrong around him. He makes me nervous and that makes me act even sillier than before. I don't know how to act around him, I can't even be myself. He really really makes me nervous. Great going CN. He'd think of me as boring. Every day I'd keep on hoping that he'd call or sms me. I do sometimes, sms and call him, but it's different when he does. I keep on wanting to see him too, but like I have said before, I become very shy and quiet around him. I don't know what to say or what to do, but I like to be near him. This is wrong. Nobody knows who this guy is coz I haven't told anybody yet. What should I do?