Today my cousin got married. Let me put it into detail.

Today...my 19-year-old cousin got married. Her husband is 21...or 22 this year. They haven't finished school yet. She got married. No no, not because she was pregnant or something, but it's because she said, "My mom got married when she was 19!". There you go. How can you argue with something so logical? *in a sarcastic tone, of course*

But, of course. Since she'd be 20 next month, it'd be a mistake to get married a year after her mom did, right?

Yeah yeah.......go figure. I just can't understand it.

So, Ivon, congrats.....have a happy life! *this time I'm sincere*

My midterm starts in 45 minutes and I'm nervous like hell. I feel all jittery. Maybe because I haven't been getting enough sleep and had too much sugar??

Ha! If you think this is bad, just wait for next week. Let's see.......
Monday: Article literature for my Psychology class is due
Tuesday: My first paper for English class is due
Wednesday: Math quiz
Thursday: English's midterm
Friday.......I'll be dead.........exhausted........tired......

Oops, gotta go to campus.

Happy Birthday, J!!

Were you surprised? Huh? Huh? Huh?? Huhuehuehue......

Ditunggu nih traktirannya!! =^^=

It's been bleeding non-stop since few days ago. I start to get worried.....

Should I??

Di komputer lab nih....bosen. Harusnya sih di cafe ngerjain short writing buat English class tapi kayaknya malesssssssssss banget deh lagian gue belom kelar baca play nya, jadi blom bisa bikin tugasnya. Tar malem kali ya abis CSI? Hurhurhur....alamat tidur pagi lagi deh.

Kenapa ngga dikerjain pas pulang sekolah langsung? Karena....jam siang sampe sore tuh buat main2!!! Biasa abis ajak Mica jalan2 trus gue tidur siang! Hakakkaka....malesnya gue. Abis gimana, tidur subuh, bangun pagi. Maunya sih abis dinnertime tuh kerjain pr, tapi since gue gak ada yang namanya dinnertime alias gue makan kapan aja, jadi gak bisa deh. Trus pikir bangun tidur siang bikin pr, tapi apa daya malah itu udah jam tayang acara yang harus gue nonton. Udah rutin euy! Gawat....gawat.....Tapi paling ngga gue gak kayak D yang tidur jam 5 pagi.....nonton TV. Mending belajar D!!!! Tau gitu kemaren nge-band aja deh. Piye toh?

Back to bosen.....iya bosen. Ngga tau napa my life right now has no variation. There's nothing new. It's routine! I need something exciting, something to look forward to. But I just haven't found it yet. Wonder if I will. Strange huh, how I wish for peace when my life's hectic but when things get too calm, I get bored! I'm never satisfied with my life. It's like something IS out there for me to do, for me to discover but I just have no idea what. I think I'll have to keep on searching for it.

How can my heart break....when it wasn't whole to begin with??

Today, I discover the joy of having Mica. Now I have someone to greet me when I come home. Like today, I was feeling crappy all that, and when I got back from dinner, she was there waiting for me, tail wagging. She was actually HAPPY to see me. I don't know if that meant she was hungry and just waiting someone to feed her or something, but to see someone (or a dog) waiting for you at home with a happy face, could actually make you feel warm inside. She was also a great companion when I threw away all used training pads to the garbage bin outside my house.

I know it sounds silly, but I just knew that today. I mean my hamsters couldn't show any compassion (not since Casiu died).

Gotta do my homework.........

So much things to do! My research project which has gone awry, my essay for English class, my math homework. No, I'm not lagging behind, just too many things to do for so little time. I've been trying like nuts to find any article that relevants to my experiment but could find none, so does my group. We keep on e-mailing each other complaining that we could find zero. And so many essays for my English class (he-llo, CN, it's ENGLISH class!!).

I know I know, but I haven't expected to be swamped like this. Thank God my Math class is only credit or non-credit, so there is no letter grade assigned. At least I could relax a little bit with my Math class.

Now....time to bury myself again in researching articles!

Funny how people seem to forget that you're only human. When you do good, they don't say anything, but when you do bad, it's expected that people would judge you. And they seem to remember the bad things that you've done, rather than focusing on the goods. Sometimes they forget....that I'm a human.

I have feelings inside of me. I get angry, I get sad, I get mad, I get shy, I get embarrased. I have tear ducts for a reason. I cry when I get hurt. I laugh when I'm happy. I can get frustrated. I can lose my patience. I can be nice, but I can also achieve to be devious. I get embarrased when I'm teased. I'm shy around new people. I have feelings.

I'm only human.

But what is it to you? You don't really care...

Bosan..............

Napa yah, kayaknya sehari2 ini bosen banget. Kayaknya udah rutinitas banget deh...

Oh kemaren itu gue marah banget ama D. Bukan arti BT2 gitu loh, tapi emang MARAH. Maximum FURY! It ended up me slamming D's pintu mobil en me screaming, "Terserah loe mo ngapain, tidur kek, nyetir kek....mati kek!! PEDULI AMAT!" Then he missed-called me the next day and texted me when I didn't pick up the phone, saying that he was sorry for hitting me. Hahhahaha... makanya D, kalo mabok jangan rese! Heran! Y bilang kalo gue marah serem banget. Rumet gue pun mengkonformasikan. Soalnya pas gue minta pulang, it went like this:

Gue: Nek, pulang!
Rumet: Ha? Bentar lagi kali?
Gue: NOW!!!! *meowwrrrr!*
Rumet: Hiyyy! Iya iya!
Hahahaha sorry ya yang pada bengong abisnya gue bener2 marah. (Reminder: MELEWATI batas BT)

Yakz back to bosen. Kayaknya gitu2 aja. Bangun tidur, makan, trus hang out yang akhir2nya pada main Big 2 and me reading some magazines, getting fucking bored. Gituuuu aja, kayaknya tuh bosen banget, kayak ngga ada tempat baru atau gimana. En meskipun ada, pasti ujung2nya pada main kartu. Gue bisa, tapi males aja, gak penting gitu loh ngabisin waktu main kartu, jadinya ngakunya ngga bisa aja deh.

My life becomes monotone. I could guess what we're going to do later on, or on weekend. It's fucking routine. Is this what happen when life gets habituated?

Today I......skipped classes again!!! Hahahahha..........*penting gak sih?*

I WANTED to come to my second class to talk to my group, but then, what the hell, I slept again after talking to D on the phone. Woke up at 11, took a shower and drove Mica to Petsmart to get her groomed.

Wanna know how long it took? 3 fucking hours! The person told me that she would call me when Mica's done. Then my roommie, who was just got back from DMV, called me to ask if I wanted to go to lunch. "Sure," I said. "But I have to be home before 5 because my research project is due." After wondering for so long where to eat, she ended up offering to buy me lunch on so I could eat later worry-free. Not that it'd make a difference because now I'm stuck searching for some articles that are so hard to find! I could find some but it's irrelevant to what my group wants to do.

Stresseddddddddd!!!!! And hungry big time!

There's just so many things I want to say to you, to tell you...but everytime my words get caught up in my throat. So I just stay silent......unable to say what I want to say. I talk about nothing relevant instead. Nothing that connects to what I've been trying to tell you.

Can you guess? Can you tell? Can you discover the secret I've been holding for so long?

Wanna know the worst smell in the world besides corpses or garbage dumps?

D's dead fishes......

No, no, scratch that. What I meant was.....3-day dead fishes!!!!!! My nose went on strike smelling that. I lost my sense of smell for a while. He just left it in the aquarium when one died, then the other 3 followed its footsteps and died, too. So I was there holding a plastic bag while he "removed" the dead fishes. Then he threw up, and his dog followed. Yucccckkkkkkk!!!

I think I'm going to take a shower now....

You wanna know how I feel right now??

Dead tired. If it wasn't for my group meeting today and math exam review for Wednesday, I would've ditched my fucking classes!!

I was thinking, "Yay, after the meeting I could pick Mica up from D's house and sleep!!" then D called, saying that he would be working until 5, and told me to just sleep in his house so I could take care of Bemby, too. Damn, damn, damn!! I seriously am thinking a thousand of times before sleeping in D's house.

Gigi keren BANGETTTTTTTTTT!!!!!!! Gak nyesel gue keluar $30 buat nonton!! *nasib orang yang baru nonton konser*

Semalem tuh gue pergi nonton Gigi. Sebenernya sih cuman nemenin J buat nonton cowo yang dia taksir tapi ngakunya udah ngga *mana yang bener nih, J?*. Ni cowo main bass di opening gitu. Tapi setelah melewati 2 bands yang nyanyi gak jelas lagu apa, keluar juga deh Gigi with the first song......Bengawan Solo........ng.......okeeeee........no comment. Eh ada ding komen....itu yang main bass di Gigi...Thomas.........cakep euyyyyyyyyy!!! Jatuh cinta seketika gue!! Langsung terpana, gak ngeliat Armand, tapi malah liatin Thomas mulu, meskipun kata rumet gue, cakepan yang main drum, Hendy *kok jadi keinget B?*.

Gue gak gitu tau lagu2 Gigi sih, jadi gue nebak2 aja kata2nya pas para penonton disuru rame2 nyanyi. Sampe ada lagunya Chrisye yang gue gak tau, tapi si Aris ama Oen sering nyanyi..."Masih anak sekolah, 1 SMA...."

Trus di antara lagu2 yang gak jelas....gue udah ngarep2 aja tuh pas Armand bilang, "Ini lagu dari soundtrack Brownies..." Perihal cinta dong, perihal cinta....PERIHAL CINTAAAA!!!! Tapi apa daya....dia nyanyi Cinta Terakhir yang jadinya keren juga. Armand bilang, "Ini lagu buat yang cewe ama cowonya kepisah jarak jau.....mampus loeee!" Rada nyessss juga sih dengernya....teringat sama "someone".

Yang paling berkesan? Pas Gigi nyanyi Janji. Weuwwwwww..........teringat masa2 SMP pas cowo2 lagi rajin belajar gitar mainin lagu Janji.

Yah.......apa daya....kelar konser diakhiri dengan menunggu mobil S yang di tow, trus sampe rumah bukannya ke ranjang, tapi malah ke komputer kerjain tugas project. Ngantukkkkk!!!! I should get back on my research. T_T

Woke up early today, just to accompany D to the vet to get Bemby (his dog's name) a shot. D woke me up at 7 something in the morning and at last, at 7.30 I dragged myself out of bed to take a shower because Mica was also waiting for me at D's house (I left her in his house last night). Arrived at D's house at 8.30, which of course was late because the appointment was at 9. So D asked me to call the vet to push back the appt to 10.

Bemby learnt a new trick. Since D always brought him out whenever he went, but left him in his car, Bemby learnt how to push the emergency lights, coz D always came back to the car. Like today, we went to Guppy tonite, and D brought Bemby to show him to R. Of course he couldn't bring his dog in so he left him in the car. Within minutes, Y came and warned D that his lights in his car were turned on, which of course caused D to run to his car, only to discover that Bemby did it and he was wagging his tail, proud of what he had done because he discovered a way to lure D back to the car. Clever dog!!

Anyway....I'm tired......didn't get enough sleep for today. Since I have a dog, I haven't been sleeping enough.

Current money situation : Still Broke T_T

Wuaaa....ngabsen sehari ngeblog....

Know what I did??

I bought a dog. A puppy actually. A 2-month, mixed breed of a pekingenese and poodle, to be exact. I was at Brea mall waiting for D to come so I walked around with B and S and we discovered a petstore. I played with a daschund for a while, and when I turned around, I saw her. She was looking at me with this innocent and dumb expressions. I fell in love with her at that very moment, plus B and S kept on persuading me to buy her. How do I know it's a she? Coz the shop seller brought her out to let me hold her *dangggggg!!* I worried about the place. B took out his cell and called D to ask if I could put my dog in his place. He said sure. Damnnnn. B and S were very generous, too. B bought the food and drink plates, while S carried out the mattress for the dog.

So....here I am with my dog with me. I named her Mica. Well actually V named her, he was the one who's very eager becoz I bought a dog and he's been giving me helpful tips to take care of Mica. I brought her to basketball practice yesterday and the guys who were taking a break played with her, too. But they were shocked when they learnt how much I paid for her. I prefer not to say *or even think about it!!*......but she had successfully made me a broke girl.

Anyway.......D bought a dog, too. A 4-month male Shih Tzu. At least now Mica has a friend to play with.

...........still broke.............. T_T

"I never meant to hurt you..."

Oh bullshit. This sentence is a piece of crap. You meant it or not....you still hurt me. So what, you didn't think that it could happen? What would you do if I did the things that you did to me, then put an innocent face and said, "Oops, I didn't mean to hurt you." Flash a smile, then leave.

So what, the whole thing is just a coincidence? My disappointment is beyond words. I'm completely speechless while I can hear my heart crying and the others sneering behind me.

You might not plan to hurt me, heck, you might not mean to hurt me......but I'm still hurt. And there's nothing you can do or change it. So don't even TRY to soothe my pain by saying, "I never meant to hurt you."

Ck..ck...ck.........

I'm at D's house, waiting for UPS guy to come and deliver D's laptop. Where's D? He's at campus. He told me that his laptop would come today but didn't know what time and he expressed his concern that he still had class in the afternoon and work after that. Since I had no more class for today, I volunteered to wait in his house for UPS to come......

Shoot.......

His house is a mess!!!! I've picked up his dirty clothes and put them in the laundry basket. Most of the trash are in the plastic bag already. I'm still not done yet looking over his bills, to see if they're due yet or not and not done throwing away useless papers.

I was planning to do my math homework but I don't think I could right now. Mygod, he really should just hire the maid for a day to clean his house coz I'm ready to give up right now. I have no idea what have he bought but they're all over the floor that you can't even see the carpet!

D, you REALLY need to do laundry.

UPS guy............please come quick!

I know I start to like someone....really really like someone when.....

...............

...to be continued

*kesannya misterius*

Looks like everybody gets the fever of blogging *glance at Z and S*, especially since MSN offers a new space for blogging, called My Space that you can click from MSN messenger window and sign up from there. They've been trying to persuade me to sign up, too, but I thought since I already have my own blog, why should I? I have no idea how long are they gonna keep on updating the space. Might be like the blog from friendster, people signed up blogs just for a while, then got tired of it and stopped writing. Ada yang berasa??????? Huheuheuheuhue.....

Today S treated me and my roommie to Cheesecake Factory because he lost a bet. What's that bet?? He's gonna kill me if I said anything about it. So just leave it to the fact that he lost a bet with me hahahahaha.

Today, too, my friend sent me an SMS from Indo. It said, "For the world, you might be just one person, but for one person, you might be his world." Aawww.....wasn't he sweet? Thanks Y, you just made my day.

Seperti biasa malam tlah tiba
Di balik jendela menunggu gelisah
Kubuka jendela, kau sudah disana
Nafasmu terpengah, kau coba tertawa

Oh hanya bertatap
Oh saling memandang seolah mengucap kata cinta

Dan kau lihat bintang, sayang
Lihat rembulan memadam
Seolah mereka tahu kita jatuh cinta
Bulan pun ikut tertawa
Bintang ikut terbahak
Melihat kita berdua tak kenal tapi ungkap cinta

Biarlah mereka tahu
Dirimu untukku
~Ika - Lihat Bintang~

How can I go on living.......when today I discovered something that will change the rest of my life forever?

Yakz hari ini gue bolos kelas. 2 2 nya!! Parah yaaaaaaaaaaa!!!

Semalem gue gak bisa tidur, for some reason, I just couldn't sleep! So finally I dozed off at 5 in the morning, yang terang aja pas gue bangun jam 6.30 pala gue langsung kliyengan pusing. Trus gue sms R, bilangin kalo gue gak bakal kelas pagi. Jam 8 kurang, dia dateng ambil parking permit (since gue ama dia tiap hari berangkat bareng, share deh tu parking permit) en gue sms D, minta tolong dia anter gue ke sekolah jam 10.15 lantaran dia juga kelas lagi jam 11 lewat gitu. Tapi apa mo dikata........gue bangun2 lagi udah jam 10 lewat hueuehuehuehue. Oh well. Hari ini males mode gue kayaknya lagi on deh. Tapi gue gak enak, hari ini harusnya ada group meeting but I guess I blew it.

So........hari ini gue pun bengong. Tar ke rumah R kali ya nonton anime hehehhehehe. Udah ah, kapok gue bolos seharian. At least kalo gue bolos, I'd make sure that I don't have a group meeting on that day. Even R complained, that if I wanted to ditch class, let it be on the same day as him because the last time, I ditched, he didn't. He did, I didn't. Hahahahahaha......

Oh yeah, I just downloaded MSN 7. Kereeeeeeennnnnnnn!!!!!! Tapi gak enaknya cuman satu. Mungkin MSN pengen detail, jadi display pic temen2 gue tuh juga nongol di MSN Window nya bikin gue bingung tu Window jadi keramean gitu banyak warna sini sana. Pusing euy. Keramean!!!!!

Tapi intinya.........KERENNNNNN!!!!!!!!!!!

Concerning my previous post.......

Is there a wrong or right in loving someone? If we love someone for the wrong reasons, then would it still be love? How do I even know if it's wrong or right? If it's never been done before, does it make it wrong? Because it doesn't fit the code of wrong? The code of ethic love? Because it's not normal?

What is normal in loving someone anyway? Are we too fixed on what people think that if it were unique then it must be wrong? Why do we even try hard to stand out when we try harder to blend in anyway?

Who gets to decide what is wrong and what is right? If it doesn't fit in "normality", then it's wrong? Two wrongs don't make a right, they say, but then again, what is wrong or right in loving someone?

"As long as you don't do something illegally, then it's not wrong." you try to reason. Yeah, it is in the code of law. But what about love? Nobody could ever define what is love. Everybody has their own definitions and attitude towards love. But who gets to decide when it's wrong or right in loving someone? Is there a law in love? Are we too bound on rules that we can't love freely?

Am I right........or will I be labeled wrongly because of my different perspective?

I have my reason in loving someone. I believe I've never heard this kind of reason before. So I told my roommie...It's more like a confession, while hoping that it's not too silly for her. When I said it out loud, it sounded stupid but it's the most honest thing I could say.

She answered, "Awww...it's not the most ridiculous thing I've heard. I think it makes sense. When you love someone.....you just do, for whatever reason that is."

If you love someone for the wrong reasons....then would it still be called love??

Males males, lagi bengong lagi nunggu kelas. Napa ya kayaknya waktu buat di sekolah kebanyakkan gue abisin buat nunggu kelas mulai? Sekarang aja gue bengong buat 1.5 jam. Harusnya tadi ada D nemenin gue tapi ternyata dia pulank lantaran dia juga bengong 2.5 jam. Doy doy doy!!!

Bosen nih, gue di lib. Gak enak banget deh. Gara2 lagi dibenerin, jadi tempat komputer2 tuh dipindahin ke lantai 3. Gak enaknya tuh, biasanya kalo di lantai 1, tiap komputer ada pembatas, jadi orang sebelah ngga bisa main liat ke komputer sampingnya lagi ngetik apaan. Di lantai 3 ini kayaknya kebuka gitu, dah gitu duduknya dempet2 gitu deh. Orang sebelah gue daritadi kalo bengong gara2 stuck bikin pr (see gue bisa liat dia ngerjain apaan), lirik2 gue lagi ngetik apaan. Bukan maksut gue buat ngintip2, tapi emang KELIATAN gitu loh.

Jam tidur gue ngaco nih. Tiap malem gue tidur jam 4 pagi, trus sekolah sampe jam 12, tidur siang sampe sore, trus malemnya melek. Tadinya gue coba buat gak tidur siangnya, malah sore gue teler abis lantaran cape banget. Kacau kacau.......

Semalem gue jadi ngisi diary panjaaaaaaang banget. Ngga sepanjang pas bengong di sekolah 5 jam sampe 5 lembar bolak balik sih, tapi cukup buat bikin gue merenung (cie) en mikir sampe jam 4 pagi (lantaran gak bisa tidur juga sih).

Ngh, gue jalan2 deh di sekolah. How pathetic is my life right now???

I believe that I would see the day
You would want me like I want you
You would need me like I need you, too
There was a moment I thought time might change your mind
And there'd be a place for me in your life

But I can't change the way you don't feel
I can't make you see what your heart won't see
I can't make you need what you say you don't need
I can't change you, baby
I can't change the way you don't feel

And now as I walk away
I won't look back, I won't break down
What I was looking for, I'll have to live without
There will be moment I'll think how it might happen
But maybe now this is how it must end

'Cause I can't change the way you don't feel
I can't make you see what your heart won't see
I can't make you need what you say you don't need
I can't change you, baby
I can't change the way you don't feel
~Tommy Page - I Can't Change The Way You Don't Feel~

Many people take "I love you" for a granted. They use the phrase too many times. Too much, without even knowing what it means. But sadly, there are people who very seldom say it, too. Most men think that saying too much "I love you" will shatter their image as a guy. You know? Being a guy equal to being a macho. A tough guy.

Sadly......it's a way to express one's feeling. Many guy would take it lightly, thinking that they don't have to say it, they only have to show that they love their girlfriends. I agree, sometimes actions speak louder than words, but still, "I love you" means so much to a girl. Since, c'mon, you guys don't show enough that you love your girl. Sometimes, too, you hold yourself back, because if you do mushy stuffs, you're not being a MAN.

Can you imagine, if one day something tragic happens to you, and you can't tell her how much you love your girl. You hope that she knows already, since, hey, you've said ONCE before. But deep down.......would you have regretted it? You wish that you have told her how much you love her? You want time to turn back, where you can say "I love you" everyday to her. But it's too late. You lie there dying.........

"If tomorrow never comes
Will she know how much I loved her
Did I try in every way to show her every day
That she's my only one
And if my time on earth were through
And she must face this world without me
Is the love I gave her in the past
Gonna be enough to last
If tomorrow never comes"
~Ronan Keating - If Tomorrow Never Comes~

Something happened during Indoparty.

Something.......

I'm just not clear why and how it happened. I don't quite get it.

But it happened.

Topic of the day is.......MARRIAGE!!

Yes!!!

Beberapa hari yang lalu gue en B lagi chatting. Ngobrol ngaco2 sampe akhirnya ke merit (gue ngga ngerti gimana, padahal sebelomnya lagi ngomongin jomblo). B bilang, nci2 dia udah merit, trus ngko dia udah kenalin cewe ke ortu sementara dia sendiri blom ngapa2in. Gue pun bertanya, "B, tau darimana ya kalo misalnya cewe loe tuh bakal jadi THE ONE, you know? The one whom you're gonna marry, the one who's gonna spend the rest of her life with you?"

B pun diem sejenak. Trus dia bilang, "Yah pas loe pacaran ya loe tau lah." Trus gue coba debat, "Loe tau kan, dari temenan trus jadi pacar itu sifatnya bakal beda. Nah, loe tau darimana kalo sifat dia pas pacaran bakal sama pas loe merit nanti?"

I guess we'll never know. I guess I've been seeing all the bad things about marriages. Coming from a divorced family, trust me, I know what pain is. Pain knowing that my parents aren't going to be together again, pain that I can't blame my parents for breaking up, pain that then I started to blame myself for separating them, although I know it wasn't my fault at all. This throbbing pain inside me whenever I see a happy family. Do I envy them? Heck yes I do. The question that keeps on lingering in my head whenever I see a perfect happy family is, "Why can't my family be like that?"

There's just too much drama in my life. Stepmom, step-sisters, half-brother. Fighting over who gets the most love from my father. Fighting over money. I'm tired of all this. So tired that I keep on wondering IF I do get married one day, would I end up like that??

Ironically, idup tuh ngga kayak buku. Gue ngga bisa buka ke halaman terakhir, buat cari tau gimana hidup gue akhirnya, apa bakal indah atau sedih endingnya?

I guess we'll just have to find out ourselves.

Mau ganti blog punya skin.....tapi sayanggggggg sekaleeeeee. Gue suka ama gambar cewe en cowonya pegangan tangan gitu. Sweet bangetzzzzzz!

What do you think??

Weekend.......weekend........Finally weekend is hereeeeeeee!!!!

This week didn't seem like I went to school though (except the math homeworks), since it's the first week, most of the teachers (except the math teacher) took it easy by teaching a little (except math) and not giving us homeworks (except math). So I love this week (except math)!!!

And one thing that I hate? Yessss, (as if you haven't guessed already) MATH!

I don't know, something about doing the stupid algebra and counting2 again really annoys me. I prefer to read something and write about it. But stick me with numbers and I'm hopeless. Zip. Nada. Zilch. Zero!

I'm sooooo looking foward to tomorrow. Why? There's a party! Indonesian party to be exact. And no, sadly, it's not a party where they serve Indonesian foods (hmm that sounds so good right now) and drinks, it's just the whole Indonesian people (except those who're just plain lazy) especially the students would be there, clubbing. I'll be meeting my long-lost friends there. Yee-haa!!

My head's stuck with a song called "Dan" by Sheila On 7. Since all the guys formed a band (IF you call that a band), they've been singing all songs, mostly "Dan". And since I was there to hear them sing, the song pretty much didn't want to leave my brain. It's there when I have nothing to do, it's there when I'm daydreaming, it's there when I'm doing math homework. It's....driving me crazy!!!!

But don't get me wrong, the band ROCKS! Or I'd like to believe that. Hhehehehehe....