Kemaren2 ini gue baru ketemu anak2....di GADING! Iye, sumpe tu tempat jauh amat. Untung gue pergi jam 8 malem, di tol jadinya sepi2 aja, gak gitu banyak mobil. Tapi tetep aja judulnya..... JAUH!!!! Setelah David nyuruh gue buat keep on taking the Tanjung Priok lane, keluar di situ, lampur merah puter balik etc etc etc......up to the point where he said, "Turn left before Artha Gading!" I replied, "You know, there are SO MANY left turns BEFORE the mall??? I give up, I'm gonna wait at the BCA there, 'kay!!" and when he arrived with his girl and Bebenk, I asked them where should I go actually before I got fed up, he said, "Apartemen situ." Gubrak, dia suruh gue muter2 just to go to the freakin' apartment. Could've said so!

Trus ber 4 makan di King's Palace, yang mirip2 ama Sam Woo gitu, trus mentok2 ujungnya kita karaoke di La Piazza, Juju dateng en gabung. Lagu2 pilihan? Gak jauh2 dari Bukan Untukku, Demi Waktu, Kenangan Terindah.....TOLONGGGGGGG!!! Apa gak ada lagi yang lebih kronis? Sekalian aja gue setel lagu Glenn yang judulnya Tega. Setelah sadar kalo ini udah jam 1, langsung deh buru2 bubar.

Ke rumah David buat ambil mobil Bebenk, gede bo rumahnya David. Tinggal penasaran blom liat rumah Bebenk aja. How does it feel to live across Tony Winata?? Anyhoo, trus gue ngikutin mobil Bebenk karena gue gak tau jalan balik ke tol. Dasar tu anak otak ngebut en ugal2an, gue mati2an ngejar dia biar gue gak ketinggalan. Masuk2 tol, jalanan udah KOSONG! Baru mobil dia en gue mau tancep gas, Bebenk udah harus keluar karena rumah dia di Ancol. So there I was, alone in the freeway, driving, no Dita. And there I was, too, sped up....up to the point where I called Terry when I realized that I've been going 150 kmph all those times. Yikes, time to slow down and put on any slow songs! But to think of it, I was only going 80, 85 miles actually. Not so bad.

Intinya..........GADING JAUH DARI RUMAH GUEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!

Oh oh.........maapkan aku, mobilkuuuuuuuuuuwwwwwwwwww!!!

Mumpung cable gue lagi bener en cepet, jadi gue pikir mo ngeblog aja deh. Seriously, lately my cable has been fucked up. Sometimes it works, sometimes it doesn't, even though the lights that are indicating that the cable is on blink, everytime I open a website, it opens WAAAAAYYYYY SLOOOOOOOOOOWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW.................It gets to the point where I agreed to go to the internet cafe! Yeah, I'm that desperate and bored hehehehe....

Waiting for next month. Karin and Victor are coming to Indo for holiday, then Yenky's coming too from Surabaya. Bebenk and David are still here. I wonder how much chaos we could create when we all meet. Most of all I just want to meet Yenky...my old roommie...my crazy roommie. It'll be fun to get together again and hang out.

Anyway, I'd better log off because the cable is screwing up again. I'm gonna call the provider and complain soon.....soon.....as soon as I remember..coz usually it's like, "I'm gonna call the provider later on to complain!" then 2 days had passed by and I just plain FORGOT and made a reminder to myself to call later on. So far? I haven't and keep on forgetting hehehehehe.....And I'm seldom at home because of my maid and sister. It's too long to tell here, but to cut the story short, I'm gonna fire my maid's ass and throw my sister off the balcony. They've been a pair of pain in the ass and driving me up to the wall these days.

Okay seriously, I think I'll end here coz other than my cable is gonna be dead soon, I'm going to see my baby too! Heheheh....I'm late!

In bitchy mode...

Patience's trying me. Life's slowly eating me away.

When you're already judged and punished before you can even begin to explain yourself, what else can you do?? Silence means encouraging them to keep on talking, not saying anything means that you agree. But saying something is even worse, that just proves them that they're right.

Ignorance might not be the best way to do. I could talk back, I could yell away, I could take on revenge. I could just do what they are doing right now. Or I could do worse than what they're doing to me. I know I could.

But I realize, I don't want to stoop that low. If I do what they do, then I become THEM. Ugh. So for now, I'll just keep my silence. Letting them speak and think whatever they want about me. Replying is so not worth my time.

I'll move on with my life. While they're still growing up.

Ignorance is bliss.

Akhir2 ini gue back to insomniac mode nih. Kayaknya gak boleh tidur sebelom liat matahari terbit deh. Sebelom jendela gue terang menderang menyatakan bahwa di luar sudah mulai pagi, mata gue kaga boleh merem gitu.

What the heck do I do sampe jam 5an pagi gitu? Telponan, nonton TV, baca komik, baca novel yang niatnya sih 1 chapter doang but before I realize it, I'm on the last page already. Geez....

Jadinya, pas di kantor gue serasa nge-fly. Thank God today I didn't go for lunch with Dad coz he went with his friends. Jadi gue di kantor cuman dengerin lagu2 dari N91 gue pake earpiece, bengong2 sampe2 Esia gue bunyi aja gue gak sadar, up to the point where I saw Dita's look, showing that she's ready to throw something at me to stop me from daydreaming and pick up my cell.

Pulang ngantor, batal pergi gym soalnya gue mo pergi ma Terry. Took a shower, and still successfully fell asleep for a while in front of the TV until he called to tell me that he's arrived.

Now.....I just got back and am seriously exhausted but this body just won't compromise with me. I just can't fall asleep.

"It's late and I'm feeling so tired
Having trouble sleeping
This constant compromise
Between thinking and breathing

Could it be I'm suffering
Because I'll never give in
Won't say that I'm falling in love
Tell me I don't see myself
Couldn't I blame something else
Don't say I'm falling in love

Some kind of therapy
Is all I need
Please believe me
Some instant remedy
That can cure me completely"
~Corinne Bailey Rae - Trouble Sleeping~

Friday, yesterday, I went to EX with LA's friends. Went with my roommie's bf and his cousin too. At dinnertime, we exchanged our cells coz it's just our tradition to see each other's cells, to see what the brand was, how it looked like, etc etc. We just looked like nerds.

Lalu maunya Juju sih ke F bar, tapi apa daya, masuknya aja udah 75000! Gue en Dita langsung yang, "Sinting, XL aja cuman 70!" Lagian setelah mikir2 kok hang out malah ke tempat yang gak bisa ngobrol?? Udah gitu si David harus pulang jam 12 lantaran Sabtu pagi dia harus ke Bandung ma temen2nya. Meanwhile Juju telp temennya buat nyari tau ada tempat hangout asik apa ngga, gue ngobrol ma David, cewenya, en Bebenk. Pokoknya tiap kali si David galak ke cewenya, gue tabok dia. Enak sih hihihihii....tapi, asem, Bebenk bilang gue ma David kayak mom and son. Hey D, I guess old habit dies hard, huh?! Mengingat gue dulu pernah jadi alarm clock, reminder, en personal asisten elo.

Lalu kita beranjak ke Starbuck's en duduk2 situ dengan bermodal Caramel Macchiato en Vanilla Latte (anak2 yang lain pada males beli lantaran masih kenyang tapi takut ditendang dari tu tempat karena gak beli apa2) sampe jam 12 gitu. Sampe tutup! Sampe waktunya David pulang hehehehe. Trus moto2 deh hahahaha, hidup kamera. En akhirnya kita orang berhasil bikin cewenya David jadi bawel hahahhahaha. Dari yang diem2 aja, trus gue yang mumpung duduk seberang dia langsung, "Nat, ayo dong ngobrol! Gosip!" trus disautin ma dia, "Takut Jawanya medok..(lantaran dia orang Semarang)" yang terus kita tereak, "Gak papaaaaaaa!!! Kita ngertiii!!!" lalu dia pun bawel sampe bikin kadang2 David melotot ke dia soalnya yang diomongin tuh kejelekan David! Hahahahahhaa.....

Obession........it's one form of liking one thing too much.

Obsesi itu agak2 menyeramkan loh. Udah kayak iklan di TV aja tuh yang berobsesi jadi sutradara, pemain bola, en terakhir gue liat sih jadi artis yah.

Most of my friends have some obsessions. Some of them are quite scary. One of them is so much crazy in love with Hello Kitty that she has all of the collections. If one day you see a car full of Hello Kitty's stuffs (stuffed animals, stickers, etc) and the driver is wearing a Kitty's clothes, yep, that's her. And that's all she could talk about.

The other one is a shopaholic. She cannot stand NOT buying anything if she goes to a mall. When she isn't in the mall, she will be found browsing on the internet for stuff online. If nobody notices her that she's opening any website, she would start clicking things to be put in the cart and a week later, a UPS/USPS/DHL guy will come carrying a big box full of bags and clothes, total: $3000. It's like the world will end if she doesn't buy the latest trend

My obsession?? Buying comic books hehehehehe. Well it WAS. I seriously MUST buy a new comic if I see one in the bookstore. It got to the point that all my friends and cousins stop buying comics and started coming to my house and reading the books. They even said that I should open a comic library. Thank God I've stopped since I started studying overseas since it's hard to keep up with the latest comics anymore when I'm not in Indo.

The scariest obesssion? A stalker. The one that just cannot stop calling, texting, following, spying your every move, full of jealousy, etc. The person who always knows where the target is, who thinks that she is his and nobody has the right to get close to her, etc etc........yikes......

To somebody, please stop doing that. You scare the hell out of me!

So, what's your obsession??

"I would die for you
I would die for you
I've been dying just to feel you by my side
To know that you're mine

I will cry for you
I will cry for you
I will wash away your pain with all my tears
And drown your fear

I will pray for you
I will pray for you
I will sell my soul for something pure and true
Someone like you

See your face every place that I walk in
Hear your voice every time I am talking
You will believe in me
And I will never be ignored

I will burn for you
Feel pain for you
I will twist the knife and bleed my aching heart
And tear it apart

I will lie for you
Beg and steal for you
I will crawl on hands and knees until you see
You're just like me

Violate all the love that I'm missing
Throw away all the pain that I'm living
You will believe in me
And I can never be ignored

I would die for you
I would kill for you
I will steal for you
I'd do time for you
I would wait for you
I'd make room for you
I'd sail ships for you
To be close to you
To be a part of you
'Cause I believe in you
I believe in you
I would die for you"
~Garbage - #1 Crush~

Gue skg lagi liat TV.........SCTV, yang lagi main Dolphin Bay.....VERSI INDO!

Akting jelek.........cerita jeplak........cewenya pura2 jutek.....GAK KEREN SAMA SEKALI!

Mati deh duniiiiiiiiiiiiiiaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!

Indo gak kreatip banget sih!!!