Karena FS lagi bego, jadi gue nge-blog aja deh.

Hmmmmm........apa yah??? Kebiasaan lagi cengo ngisi bulbo sih hehehehe....

So kemaren ini gue nyobain restoran Shanghai Blue di deretan kantor gue barengan ama Victor, Karin, roommie en Juju. Restonya asik sih, suasananya tuh kayak jaman2 dulu Cina. Remang2 en gue ketemu Marcell! Yep, penyanyi itu. Tadinya sih gue ragu soalnya kan kalo di TV dia yang besar dan gagah, tapi kok aslinya jadi pendek, kecil, tapi badannya jadi? Memang TV itu menipu. Karena gak yakin, gue tanya roommie, "Is that Marcell?" yang tentunya saja salah langkah karena roommie gue menjawab, "Heck, who is Marcell??? You're asking me?" jadi gue beralih ke Karin yang duduk depan gue en nanya ke dia aja. Setelah berpura2 nengok ke arah pintu (belakang dia, karena Marcell duduk di belakang Karin), dia pun mengkonfirmasikan kalo itu benar! Lain soalnya ama Juju, pas dia masuk, nengok bentar trus langsung yang antusiasnya bilang, "ITU MARCELL KAN??!" Stttt.....malu! Kayak gak pernah ketemu artis aja! *emang gak pernah sih*

Lalu tiba2 terdengar suara lagunya Marcel yang judulnya Denganmu, yang terus dia angkat telpon. OMIGOD, he put his own song as his ringtone. Narsis banget. Gue semeja langsung yang, "Gubrak, norak pisan." Trus gue mikir untung juga Dapit udah gak di Jkt lagi karena gue taro ringtone dia kan lagunya Marcell - Semusim. Ndablek.

Terus pas dia kelar makan, tiba2 terdengar lagu Happy Birthday, yang harusnya gue bilang, diteriakkan oleh pelayan2 resto itu kerena nyanyinya kenceng2 disertai dengan suara pukulan mangkok en sendok. Ternyata Marcell ultah bo. Lilinnya kayak yang kuil itu, segede gajah, merah, en keliatannya berat. Terus pelayan2nya nyanyi, "Tiup lilinnya......tiup lilinnya...." dan the stupidest thing ever, Marcell nunggu dia orang berenti nyanyi baru niup lilin (logically right), en pelayannya nunggu Marcell tiup lilin BARU berenti nyanyi (gak salah juga sih). Setelah dinyanyikan 5 kali, akhirnya Marcell ngeh en buru2 tiup lilin. Dasar bodoh.......!!!

Kenapa gue jadi cerita Marcell ya??? Gue kan mo cerita tentang restorannya!!!

Anyhooooooooooooooooo...............

Makanan di Shanghai Blue tuh mayan enak, gue pesen Sop Buntut en ada yang pesen Ketoprak segala juga. So perorang abis 90 rebu.

Besokannya gue cerita ke bokap kalo gue nyobain restoran baru di deket2 kantor.

And today gue disuru makan disitu lagi!!! Bokap nyobain makanan Lobster (yang mirip udang) en ayam kuah merah (yang warnanya gak merah2 amat), gue nyobain Opor Ayam. Makanan cinanya gitu GAK ENAK EN HAMBAR. Mana mahal banget lagi tu udang yang mengaku2 lobster, 2 biji aja harganya udah 148.000 sinting.

Jadi intinya.........kalo di Shanghai Blue kudu pesen yang makanan Indo alias nasi2 gitu, soalnya kalo masakan Cinanya seperti Lobster (tapi lebih mirip udang) en ayam kuah merah...GAK ADA RASA! Jadi makan samping aja ye, jangan makan tengah! Nyesel loe!

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GET A LIFE!!!

When's the right time to say goodbye?

Lots of my friends broke up with their boy/girlfriends when they're not even ready to break up. They said that they're not compatible anymore, they argued all the time, and when they went on separate ways, they found themselves missing and regretting their decisions.

So when's the right time to go on your way? When you're ready? When you already have the another person to fill in the space? What if you're the one who gets dumped? When you don't want to say goodbye, but that person leaves you anyway? When you see it coming?

One of my friend broke up with his guy and soon she found herself missing him every day. Every single day and told me that she wanted him back. Which of course I asked, "Why did you even break up when you don't want to?" which she replied that she saw no future with him. Who decides that? And when she wants him back now, he doesn't want to. So now she became both the dumper and the dumpee. Ironic, huh?

And my other friend got dumped by her long-term boyfriend because he found another girlfriend. The thing was she loved, still does, her ex so much when he broke up with her. Everyday she told me that she wanted him back, she even begged her ex to keep her as "another girl" as in have an affair with her. She just put in words that she's, "not ready to say goodbye yet that she's willing to be his anything as long as she can still be close to him." In my words? She's just desperate. She found another, random boyfriend, of course, just for a few months, to fill in her loneliness. And when she's ready to move on, she dumped this guy.

But as time goes by, as the saying, time heals everything and it makes you stronger. So I wonder, is goodbye a bad thing, or is it a good thing because it makes you learn things about life and hence makes you mature? But, doesn't everybody hate goodbye? Because really, goodbye is the hardest thing to say, and the feeling of lost and loneliness are really hard to accept.

So, please think hundred of times before saying goodbye, because once you've stepped forward, sometimes it's hard not to look back. Who knows that you might leave something that's the most important thing that could happen to you.

"Baby tell me that you still believe
That you still love me
The way I love you
If you take your love away from me
You know I will die
Cause I'm not ready for goodbye"
~All 4 One - Not Ready For Goodbye~

Me back at the office berbengong2 ria. Dad's still in Singapore until Tuesday, so right now I really have nothing to do at the office. The situation right now? Roommie's reading a novel while I'm browsing the net. I don't need to pretend to read any reports that are coming in, just in case Dad decides to stop by at my floor hehehehe....Apparently novel Marriageable lagi beredar di kantor gue, alias 1 buku dibaca rame2 yang mengakibatkan gue bertanya2, "Kemanakah buku gue yang gue taro di samping ranjang??" ternyata pas gue sampe kantor, I know why......Jadi nasib tu buku....penuh dengan batasan2, misalnya Nita baca sampe halaman segini, roommie baca sampe halaman segini, etc etc.....the hell?

Duh bosennya kalo gak ada kerjaan. Time flies when you're doing something that you enjoy, clubbing for example hahahaha, or spending time with him. But seriously time crawls when you have nothing to do. One minute seems like an hour. But at least later on I've got a lunch date....with my roommie, Sugi, and Yunita. The newcomers in my office. Dad told me to bring them to lunch. We're going to Sumibian later on. I have something to look forward to...for now.

Gue back to ngisi2 bulbo deh..........parah!!!

I thought that hating someone is bad...but seriously, I've never hated this person like I hate someone before.

You, just go to hell. If you wait for me to make a mistake so that you can laugh, you can just wait fucking forever. Before you can even laugh at me, everybody else is already laughing at you behind your back, at your mistake, at your screw ups. You just don't know it yet, you're still thinking that the people around you are your friends, when in fact, they're just having field days talking about you. Before you talk about me, go take a look at yourself in the mirror.

So you want to wait for my screw ups??

Go to fucking hell!

Correction....I'm not going to Singapore on Thursday.......I'm going tomorrow!!!! Well from the time and date of the posting...it should be in 8 hours, as in I'm leaving on Tuesday.

Dad called a while ago, "Tomorrow you're going to Singapore!" en dari cara dia ngomong yang super irit banget, serasa kalo ngomong itu bayar.......gue jadinya bingung mau nyiapin baju buat berapa hari karena gak dibilangin kapan baliknya!!!! Jadi mungkin gue bakal minta pulang duluan kali ye kalo babe sampe seminggu disana? Bisa garing gue gak ada sapa2. En Wong tadi komen, "Kok kayak ngajak pergi ke TA?" Rencananya sih Daddy mau check up disana karena akhir2 ini dia yang gak enak badan.

Oh well, musim flu kali ya?????

Langsung telp "dia" en malem2 jam 12 (kata Wong, kok kayak Cinderella??) "dia" ini datang bawa makanan. Tapi sayangnya dia kudu pulang karena disuru jaga rumah! Kesyan bener! Huhuhu.....niat bedua mau spend some time together sebelom gue cabz batal deh! Gile ye, kayak bakal kaga ketemu bertaon2 aja. Well tadi dia nanya gue mo ke rumah dia apa ngga sih, tapi setelah mendengar kalo gue dibalikkinnya mungkin besok siang, sore, atau gak dipulangin sama sekali....BATAL! Karena pesawat gue jam 1 siang, mungkin ke airport aja bakal jam 10an. Bisa gak idup gue abis itu alias dicincang bokap!!

Gonna go to sleep coz I've lost my will to pack. Planning to wake up earlier and finish packing. Somehow I doubt that I'll be able to do that.

After nagging about the cable, I found out what's wrong with it...NOTHING!!! The only thing that's wrong was the Linksys router!!! My roommie tried unplugging the router and plug the cable modem straight to my computer and it worked....and the most important thing was...it worked FAST!!!

Anyhoo, today, my roommie and I went to search for nasi campur for lunch. It's actually because of yesterday, I got back from my bf's house after spending the night there, I was telling my roommie that his mom offered me nasi campur and suddenly my roommie had these hunger look on her face and she started making phone calls to find out where to eat that food. Errr....speechless.....Well then because of ther, I suddenly wanted it, too!!! Damn youuuuuuuuu, Ditaaaaaa!!! I even pestered Andi and asked him where to get it, which he answered, "Near my house!" Then he offered to buy it for me and Dita but we had to go to his house. NOT HELPINGGGGGGGGG!!

We got it in Plaza Semanggi's food court, by the way. Which tasted quite okay, but not as good as I expected.

Oh yeah, dad's going to Singapore on Thursday and I don't have to go with him, so maybe I'm either gonna ditch work and go shopping with my cousin for her son's birthday present, or gonna ditch work.....full stop...hehehehe.

Kamuuuuuuuuuuu!!!!!!! Yes, YOU! Sometimes I don't get how you think. Sometimes you're annoying, a lot of times you're so sweet. But you have funny ways of saying sorry. Sometimes you're ignorant, sometimes you're caring. Mysteriously, you have strange ways of showing how much you care, you leave me speechless.

You, yes, YOU. I don't know what to do with you. It's scary sometimes how our minds think exactly the same, but it's even scarier to realize how sometimes we think too differently.

You, yes, you........sigh..........I don't know what to do with you.

But most of all.......maybe it's just me missing you...hehehe...

Hari ini....pembokat gue dipecattttttttttt!!! Well karena dia udah serasa gimanaaaa gitu. Suka pergi2 jalan2 sampe malem, rumah jadi kotor, masak pun ngga (not that she could cook), en jadi gak beres gitu deh rumahnya. Hari ini jadi dia angkat kaki dari rumah!!!!! Itu juga setelah yang kemaren dia bt gara2 dipecat, dia ke rumah adenya di Kebon Jeruk dan TIDAK BAWA KUNCI!!! Jadi ade gue harus berkorban buat tidur di sofa biar nanti pas pembokat tercinta pulang, ada yang bukain pintu. Well pertamanya dia telpon gue en bilang jam 2 atau 3 pagi baru pulang, jangan tidur dulu! Gue mikir, "Watdefak?!"

Setelah gue bengong2 di ruang tamu sambil nonton TV menunggu kepulangan doski, dia sms gue yang bilangnya kalo udah gak ada bus en dia bakal pulang jam 6an. I gave up. Langsung ngeloyor ke kamar en tidurrrr!!!!

Eh, sebelum tidur diselilingi yayank dateng bawain martabak sih hurhurhurhur senangnya!! Makacih yaaa dah jauh2 dari Mangga Besar jam 1 pagi bawain makanan.