Lalu lintas di Indo bikin gue stresssssss!! Ya macetnya lah, ya orang2 gila yang nyebrang, ya motor2..............

Motor
Motor2 yang suka menganggap kalo dia itu lucu, imut, cepat dan kecil yang bisa nyelip sini sana dengan sangat amat memaksa jadi bikin orang pengen nabrak tu motor.
Solusi gue : Anggap motor itu tak ada, kalo nabrak, ya nabrak. Adu ngotot, salah dia nyelip2 tapi gak liat sikon, emang mobil segede gitu gak keliatan?? Kalo dia minta ganti rugi, suruh dia ganti rugi mobil gue yang baret juga.

Sepeda
Sepeda yang suka slonong boy, atau berada di tengah2 jalan, dengan keyakinan penuh kalo gak bakal ditabrak.
Gue biasanya: Nyetir ke sebelah tu sepeda, lalu pelan2 ngarah ke kiri dan ke kiri dan ke kiri sehingga itu sepeda terdempet ke trotoar.

Orang
Biasanya suka gak tau diri main nyebrang atau berdiri di tengah2 pas jalan, biarpun ada mobil segede2 gaban yang sedang melaju ke arah tu orang. Seperti motor, orang juga punya KEYAKINAN TINGGI kalo gak bakal ditabrak.
Gue: Gak berenti sama sekali, biar tu orang loncat ke ujung jalan. Udah tau mobil lagi ngelaju cepet, dia main seenaknya nyebrang, trus pelan2 pula. Trus kalo yang emang jalan di tengah2 sementara TROTOAR TERSEDIA BUAT PEJALAN KAKI ADA, ya gue jalan aja. Mentok2 paling tu orang kena spion gue. Oh well...sucks to be you.

Jadinya perlu diingat.....gue adalah pengemudi yang membahayakan orang sekitar gue! Hhehehehehehehe

Usually, to avoid eating at La Mien, or at least at Plaza Indo, my roommie and I like to think up some suggestions where to have lunch with Dad and his friend. But sometimes, okay, most of the time...okay EVERYTIME, this happens...

Me: How about Thai?
Roomie: Oohhh...I miss Banana Bay (a restaurant in LA)!!
Me: Yeahhh!!! Pad Thaii!!!! But I miss Capital's (a Chinese restaurant in LA) house special green mussel!!
Roommie: Yeaaaa! And I want Benihana (a Japanese restaurant in LA).
Me: I'd die to eat at Naple's Sushi....Dragon Rollllllll (another Jap's restaurant in LA)!!!
Roomie: So...where do we eat later??
Me + Roommie: .............
Me: French vanilla cappuccinooooooooooooo (the greatest and best drink I've ever tasted that's only available in Denny's, another diner in LA)........

And the convo will start all over again, to the point where we don't reach any conclusion, and we end up in Plaza Indo again.

Noooooooooooooooooooooooo......

Love, baby, is not just hugging and kissing.
Love, baby, is doing things that you say you will.
Love, baby, is not standing me up.
Love, baby, is listening to what I've been saying.
Love, baby, does not blowing people who you care about off.
Love, baby, is based on trust.
Love, baby, is being here when I need you the most.
Love, baby, is loving me.

But, like the song, baby, love is only almost here...

Expectation means setting a standard, and when those expectation isn't met....you set yourself to a disappointment.

So from now on, I'll might just stop expecting other people to do good, or I'll just expect that people are set to disappoint other people, like I might do to them. Coz maybe, then, when I feel unsatisfied, I might stop wanting to kill myself.

"Lithium, don't want to lock me up inside
Lithium, don't want to forget how it feels without
Lithium, I want to stay in love with my sorrow
Oh but God I want to let it go

Come to bed, don't make me sleep alone
Couldn't hide the emptiness, you let it show
Never wanted it to be so cold
Just didn't drink enough to say you love me

I can't hold on to me
Wonder what's wrong with me

Lithium, don't want to lock me up inside
Lithium, don't want to forget how it feels without
Lithium, I want to stay in love with my sorrow

Don't want to let it lay me down this time
Drown my will to fly
Here in the darkness I know myself
Can't break free until I let it go
Let me go

Darling, I forgive you after all
Anything is better than to be alone
And in the end I guess I had to fall
Always find my place among the ashes

I can't hold on to me
Wonder what's wrong with me

Lithium, don't want to lock me up inside
Lithium, don't want to forget how it feels without
Lithium, I want to stay in love with my sorrow
Oh but God I want to let it go"
~Evanescene - Lithium~

Since Saturday up til yesterday, I've been watching 1 Litre of Tears. It's a short Japanese drama, based on a real-life diary of a girl named Aya, who was sentenced with an incurable disease. The movie was sad and touching. It began straight away when she was diagnosed, none of that slooooooowwwwww moving with so many complicated drama, and it ended when she died.

In every episode, Juni and I had been bawling our eyes out. No doubt today when we arrived at the office, our eyes were puffy and red. And everybody assumed that we lacked of sleep and had been partying all weekend long. Even my guy thought that I should sleep more, until I told him that I've finished watching that drama.

Great job, CN.

Since Friday, the electricity in my apartment unit had fucked up most of the time. It kept on going on and off. And the engineer couldn't do anything becoz it was holiday on Monday, and I reported it on Sunday...

So Tuesday, which was yesterday, it still couldn't be fixed since they had to buy the MDC, MBC, whatever....it's the switch...and they couldn't find it.

Last night, me, roommie, and Juni felt like we're camping out. No lights, no AC, no TV, NOTHING! Even my cells went on strike, the batteries were low. We decided to sleep on the living room....for 30 minutes, then we moved back to our own rooms with our windows opened. Thank God, at least I live on the 5th floor, where the wind was cool and there weren't so much mosquitoes, and it was quite windy, too. At least I didn't wake up sweating.

No good for Mica tho. She kept on whimpering coz it's too hot for her, with all her fur and stuff.

Today, I came back from the office...to find that everything's back to normal and fixed! YAY! And I quickly turned on my computer, TV, and my ACs......

Ahhhh....the civilization.....

Went to my guy's house last night, to celebrate New Year. Not so much for celebrating, coz I was there to watch Heart and Alexandria on TV. It's simple and might seem boring to you, but that's really how I wanted to welcome New Year.

Every year, I would be on the road, or somewhere with a lot of people, I was talking about the people in the whole area gathering for countdown. After 6 years doing that, I decided that this year, I wanted some peace and quiet, and just spent it with him.

My new resolutions:
1. To have a budgeting book! So this thing won't happen, "Geez, where are most of my money gone??"
2. To not to be afraid to fall in love and get my heart broken into pieces, coz then I won't regret that I have loved.
3. To remember the precious things that I have, family, friends, and love.

So what's your new year's resolution??