Dreamt of you last night. It felt so real, like you're really standing next to me, laughing with me, touching me. I knew it was just all in my dream, that's why I was scared to wake up, to find that you're not really there. I knew for sure, if I didn't find you next to me, I'd start crying. Coz like the song says, how can I forget you if you're never really gone?

And I start missing you again.

"I'm reaching out to touch you
In the middle of the night
And I don't know if I've been sleeping
But I hold my pillow tight
Are you real or are you
My imagination playing games
I can't set you free
You'll always be my one eternal flame

Your dreamy eyes
They just won't say goodbye
Well it must be my fate 'cause I just can't escape
And the passion never dies
Ohh, dreamy eyes
No matter how I cry
I just can't reach you
Dreamy eyes

You're a vision of tomorrow and a ghost from yesterday
And I'll be trying not to let you take my breath away
You're a summer breeze that comes and goes
But somehow lingers on
Tell me how can I forget you
If you're never really gone

Your dreamy eyes
They just won't say goodbye
Well it must be my fate
'Cause I just can't escape and the passion never dies
Ohh, dreamy eyes
No matter how I cry I just can't reach you
Dreamy eyes

What do I have to do
To get that close to you
And your...

Your dreamy eyes
They just won't say goodbye
Well it must be my fate
'Cause I just can't escape
And the passion never dies
Ohh, I try so hard to release you
But no matter how I cry
I just keep seeing through
Dreamy eyes (ohh)

Ooh ohh, ooh ohh
Dreamy eyes"
~Christina Aguilera - Dreamy Eyes~

So boreddddd!!! Been doing nothing but doing wordpuzzle and watching TV for the past few days. I even took out my dictionary and thesaurus to do the crosswords, instead of just giving up when I didn't know the answers.

Went to Dita's cousin's birthday dinner in Satoo in Shangri-La Hotel on Monday. Trust me, you don't wanna go there. The food sucked, but the dessert was quite good (strawberry chocolate fondue...wait, the strawberries were very sour.....), nope, dessert sucked, too.

Vow to myself to not go there anymore.

Dad's leaving to Singkawang tomorrow and will be back on Sunday together with my uncle, and therefore, Dita and I will have lunch by ourselves. Maybe I could use the free time to continue my quest on buying Ice Cream Woody at lunchtime....or ditch office hahahaha...

...and back to being bored again.

Bright side: A new two-hour episode of CSI: Crime Scene Investigation tonight, so I'll have something to do from 9 to 11 pm.

What a life.....

Happy Lunar Year, everyone!
Gong Xi Fat Choi!

Or as many people say, as there was flood in Jakarta....Ngung Si Yok Choi!

"I think I could like you
I already do
Feelings can grow but
They can go away too
You're takin my hand
Lookin into my eyes
Don't be in a rush to
Get me tonight

Feel somethin happenin
Could this be a spark?
To satisfy me baby
Gotta satisfy my heart

Do you know how to touch a girl?
If you want me so much
First I have to know
Are you thoughtful and kind?
Do you care what's on my mind?
Or am I just for show?
You'll go far in this world
If you know how to touch a girl

Do you know how to touch, know how to touch a girl?
Do you know how to touch, know how to touch a girl?

I think I could like you
But I keep holding back
Cause I can't seem to tell
If you're fiction or fact
Show me you can laugh
Show me you can cry
Show me who you really are
Deep down inside

Do you feel somethin happenin?
Could this be for real?
I don't know right now but tonight we'll reveal

Do you know how to touch a girl?
If you want me so much
First I have to know
Are you thoughtful and kind?
Do you care what's on my mind?
Or am I just for show?
You'll go far in this world
If you know how to touch a girl

Bring me some flowers
Conversation for hours
To see if we really connect
And baby if we do
Ooh I'll be givin all my love to you
Ohh

Do you know how to touch a girl?
If you want me so much
First I have to know
Are you thoughtful and kind?
Do you care what's on my mind?
Or am I just for show?
You'll go far in this world
If you know how to touch a girl

Do you know how to touch, know how to touch a girl? (Yeah, yeah)
Do you know how to touch, know how to touch a girl?

You'll go far in this world
If you know how to touch a girl"
~Jojo - How To Touch A Girl~

Last night, after a small fight (really a small problem really, but he really pissed me off), he surprised me with a white rose. He said that it was supposed to be for Val's Day (which is today) but since he put me in a bad mood, he decided to beg for forgiveness and close the deal with a rose.

That was the most unexpected yet the sweetest gesture that he's done for me EVER! Thank you, baby.

Oh, thanks to Andi too, for the red rose!! My roommies and I got one each.

Happy Valentine's Day, everybody.

Lately, there is this caller that keeps on calling me but whenever I picked up, that person hangs up. At first I thought it was one of my friend trying to call me, so I call back...but that person hangs up again.

So pissed! Now that person keeps on calling me every day and usually I let the voice mail picks up, and usually I pick up (stupidly). And as usual, that person hangs up.

Today, I called back that person, and she (YES, it was a female...or maybe a male telling his female friend to pick up the cell) only said, "Hello?" which of course, I barked, "Who the hell is this??" But she just kept quiet and I hung up.

So whoever you are...+62-85-256-381-460...Bitch, don't hang up the phone. Or better yet, stop calling me you, SOB! Before I put you cell number for free sex all over internet!!

In the office, everybody's still feeling the flood-time moment. Which is coming to work and doing nothing coz most of the systems are down....and slightly hoping that Dad would say, "Everybody can go home." before 5 o'clock.

And who's the victim who's supposed to ask, "Hey, can we ALL go home??"

Me..........

YESHHHHH.........coz since Friday up til Tuesday, we got to go home earlier than usually. At lunchtime, we could pack our bags and just go home because Dad ditched office at those days to buy necessary things as his brother and 2 of Dad's friends migrated to his house for a while. Not everybody came to the office anyway.

Yesterday, the office resumed as usual.

Until today....
At almost 4, I was watching the window, looking at the dark clouds, saying out loud, "Gee, issit gonna rain AGAIN??" and like a hint, the secretary called and asked for me to get permission from Dad to go home.

THANK YOU!! So I called Dad (who's in the 12th floor, while my office was on the 7th) and asked, "Dad, can I go home......."

Short pause...

"......and so's everybody else??"

2 minutes later, the secretary yelled, "HEYYYYYYYYY!!!! TIME TO GO HOMEEEEEE!!!!"

10 minutes after that....the office was empty and dark.

Have a nice day.

Jakarta banjirrrrrrrrrrrrr!!!!

Yang gue tau, so far, Green Garden banjir selutut, di tempat lain udah bermeter2.....Dalem hati berteriak, "Thank God I don't live in GG anymore, bisa2 gue disuru bantu angkut sofa ke lantai 2!"

Tapi sekarang gue jadi bengong di Menteng apt, yang emang bebas banjir, di lantai 5...

Kinda stuck with nowhere to go.