"You're in my arms
And all the world is calm
The music playing on for only two
So close together
And when I’m with you
So close to feeling alive

A life goes by
Romantic dreams will stop
So I bid mine goodbye and never knew
So close was waiting, waiting here with you
And now forever I know
All that I wanted to hold you
So close

So close to reaching that famous happy end
Almost believing this was not pretend
And now you're beside me and look how far we've come
So far we are so close

How could I face the faceless days
If I should lose you now?
We're so close
To reaching that famous happy end
And almost believing this was not pretend
Let's go on dreaming for we know we are
So close
So close
And still so far"
~Jon McLaughlin - So Close~

Soundtrack from Enchanted, this was when Giselle and Robert danced. Hey, what's a Disney without a waltz? Anyway, I've been putting this song on repeat. All....The...Time....But this time, I listen to this song on my own, so my roommies wouldn't complain or puke coz they OD on the song hehehehe.....

So close, we were.....I can't seem to say goodbye to you.

Watched Enchanted today. Since my guy is out of town and for sure he wouldn't want to see this movie even if I begged or dragged him, I decided to have some me-time. So I went to Planet Hollywood because it's cheap (can you beat Rp. 15.000?) and a few people showed up only, and I wouldn't be looking so pathetic watching movie alone. By the way, what's the big deal to watch movie alone? I like it because nobody would ask, "Who's that?" "Why did she do that?" But back in Indo, people reject the thought of being alone in doing anything, like it's so sad to eat alone, or shop alone, or whatever ALONE.

Anyhoooooooo.......

What can I say about this movie? Hilarious! Funny! And predictable! Welllllll it's Disney, so the ending is always happy...that's what I like about Disney. It will never disappoint me. I'm a sucker for a happy ending since it doesn't work that way in reality hehehehe.....

Liked it when she sang and danced around the park singing "That's how you knowwww!!" (something like Little Mermaid) and when she cleaned the apartment singing A Happy Working Song (hello Snow White). I seriously fell in love with this movie.

Will buy the soundtrack and the DVD. Original!! That's how much I loved this movie hee hee.

Craved for baikut today for some reasons, maybe because I hadn't eaten that for a long time, or maybe my roommie ate that yesterday.

Anywayyyyyyyy my guy and I went to one place to eat that across Lokasari. As you know, Lokasari has a lot of Chinese women, if I may say bluntly, for rent. And people stared at us as soon as we got off from the car. Can you imagine how uncomfortable it was to eat and have people whisper and look at us up and down, as if I was getting paid by my guy? My reaction to everytime I get stared, is to glare back until that person stop looking at me.

So there I was, glaring back to every one of them while my guy didn't even notice and just happily enjoyed his meal. I envy how guys could be ignorant about their surroundings sometimes. I admit maybe people stared because I was wearing a tank top and capri pants. But give me some credits, we initially were going to buy food and take it home. I thought, since I wouldn't be getting out from the car, why bother to change?

Life's ironic sometimes.

I swore to myself to never eat there again. And if I crave for baikut again, I'll take it TO GO.

For aunties who whispered and looked at me funny: my tank top won't fit on you, don't blame me if you are fat because you just sit on your asses and gossip. Stop staring. It's rude to stare.

For uncles who kept on ogling at me pervertedly: forget it, you cannot afford me.

There's nothing I love more than rainy season in this world (oh, and all motorcycles to be gone), even when it was winter in LA. Watching the rain falls in my PJs...feeling the coldness of the rain on my skin when I walk to my class...smelling the scent of rain...sitting near my window sipping hot choco...suddenly feeling romantic...

But in Jakarta, doing all those things equals to hell. Certainly I won't be wearing PJs coz it's hot. The rain isn't cold enough for me to walk under, it's dirty even and can cause me headache. No smelling of rain, just the air pollution is increasing because of the traffic on the road. And for sure no hot choco...c'mon, it's not THAT cold. I'd prefer iced chocolate in here, but that would'nt be the same, would it?

But there's this one thing that I enjoy doing. Watching the rain falls. Because it falls the same way everywhere. Downward...d-uh.

So the least thing I can do now that it's raining is open my window (no mosquitoes for now as I live on the 5th floor), watching the rain falls, and turning off my TV so all I can hear is only the sound of the rain (I try to ignore the honking from the cars).

It feels like there's no one else in this world but me. Solitude is bliss.