On Sunday, I went for a photoshoot with my friends. They had this idea of gangster, ghost, spooky, creepy thingy of shoots in an half-built empty house in Pantai Indah Kapuk. I told my friends that I wanted to be shot in ugly scary looking, not some yayyyy-I'm-oh-so-pretty poses. So this is how it looks like. It's not finished yet, we're still editing some pictures.

Cool huh?? I like this a lot better than pretty pretty pretty hehehehe. I have pictures of me like crawling out from a well or something, a bit Sadako-ish yet less ruggy, I'll post them later. My internet connection sucks...

I'm in love with David Archuleta! I've been playing his song Crush in my computer, in my ipod, in my cell...and when I hear his song on the radio, I turn up the volume and smile like a crazed fan. I turn on his song in my room, in the office, anywhere, everywhere....I'm sure it's driving everybody nuts hahahahaha.

Come to think of it, maybe I'm in love with THE song, not with the singer.....hehehehhe

No, it doesn't mean that I have a crush on someone right now.

By the way, I have to correct myself....Obama is biracial, he's half-black. So.....YAY for the first half-black president...

PS: postingan gak bermutu

They say, as you grow older, it's embarrassing to cry. You know the saying, "Malu ah nangis udah gede."? Well, they're wrong. There's nothing to be ashamed of. You're human, you have emotions, you have feelings....it doesn't matter if you're rich, what gender you are, or how you view life...sometimes, you just need to let go.

So on Monday, I came home from work, closed all the blinds in my room, close my door, turned on the music and turned off my lights.

I cried hard, I screamed out of frustration and anger, I wrote my journal, I laid still on my bed....til I fell asleep.

I woke up sore (probably because I slept in wrong positions), had this weird voice and eyes swollen but feeling better. My problems didn't go away, they do not magically disappear. But at least I woke up feeling the weight on my shoulders had been lifted off. And maybe I could start thinking about solving my problem fresher.

And I could start viewing the world in a brighter way.

Today I was supposed to go to Mairin's wedding in Mulia, but alas my period had to come today!!!! So I told Dita that I couldn't go coz I really didn't have the strength to wear a dress and put on make up and everything. Thinking about it made me even crankier (yes, I am cranky whenever I have my period because of the cramp).

So I opted for a low-key Saturday by going to dinner with my friends. Couldn't cook anything since I haven't bought my groceries yet, so whenever I opened my refri, only the light greeted me. I went to d'cup (not sure if that's how you spell it). It's a new cafe, my friend's friend opened it and she asked me to come along. It's located away from the strip so nobody knew that there's a cafe there, and the service was FREAKING slow! It took them almost 30 minutes something just to cook spaghetti and it was cold. And the menu's limited, so we had to pass around the menu around the table. It was hot, too. AC was one and it couldn't cool the room enough coz it's too big.

When we finished eating, we decided to stay and play UNO and some cards, and we knew we wouldn't bother anybody coz the 10 of us were the only customers there. As I was staring at my cards, Dita smsed me to say that she met Cin and Wiwin in Mulia. ARRGGHHHH!! I missed the chance to meet them! Had I known that Wiwin would be there, I would have dragged my ass, with pain and all, to the wedding!

Told Dita to take a picture with them....but she replied saying that they have parted ways and she's on her way home T_T.................. -_-"

Crankier now.....going to sleep..........

Yayyyyyyyy Obama won!!

Finally! A black president! The first one!

I'm yay-ing because this is the first time a black man become a US President. I just hope he doesn't get shot.

Herannyaaaaaaa lohhhhhh gue gak ngerti kenapa Indo ikut2an bangga. Issit because he stayed in Indo when he was a child for a while? Laporan koran2 itu kesannya ORANG INDO JADI PRESIDEN AMERIKA. Please dehhhhhhhh....bokapnya aja dari Kenya. Nyokap Obama merit lagi sama orang Indo, yes, but it didn't mean that Obama is half-Indo. Dia tinggal di Indo juga cuman beberapa tahun, lahirnya aja ngga disini. I sound stupid and bitter? Whateverrrrrrrr...

If I go study to Aussie for a while (which I don't) and then come back to Indo become a first female President....would Aussie be proud? You're insane. Would it matter? Hell no.

Dare to dream.....YES!
Childhood education in Indo is so great that somebody could become a US President...SO NOT!

I get this feeling that whenever I blog, it must be that I HAVE to complain about something hehehehe.....but really, life's annoying lately.

It started when I went to EX on Saturday (last week) to meet up with some gals to have coffees. As you know, EX was crowded on weekends especially Starbuck's. But hey, we managed to score a table and we talked for hours (more like 2 hours) and then we decided to move to Cascade Mulia. As soon as we stood up, a teenage boy behind us snatched my friend's chair. Not even an, "Excuse me..." or whatever, but I'm talking like LITERALLY as she stood up, he took her chair! As I was known for my mouth (which works faster than my brain), I said loudly, "BUSET DEH SOPAN BENER LANGSUNG AMBIL! GAK DIAJAR SOPAN SANTUN YA?!" at that point he couldn't look at me and my friends dragged me out of there before I started a fight.

Geez....rude people piss me off.

Anyway, Shelle's back to Singapore on Monday and I went to Padang from Tuesday til Thrusday, so that's why I haven't blogged lately (yea rite, excuses excuses hehehehehe). Went to Padang to visit the Walet house. The driver was crazy! He sped up in the mountain and went left...right...left...right.....at a point where I started hallucinating. I thought a saw a cow in a rice plantation from afar, but as we got closer, it turned out to be a farmer bending down planting some paddy (paddies??). Friends laughed out their asses when I told them the story. What a great friendship we have.

Going to sleep now, I've been sick since I got back from Padang. Must be the weather change, too. It rains, then it's freaking hot, then it rains again. So I have fever at night, then I take some cold medicine, am okay the next morning, then burn up at night....repeat...

Yep.....life's annoying.