Sometimes I Cry So Hard From Pleading so sick and tired of all the needless beating
Profile Cn Naz Simple Girl Simple Wish Simple Life Yet Complication Meddles Powered by ShoutJax Web Site Counter Forgotten Past April 2004 May 2004 June 2004 July 2004 August 2004 September 2004 October 2004 November 2004 December 2004 January 2005 February 2005 March 2005 April 2005 May 2005 June 2005 July 2005 August 2005 September 2005 October 2005 November 2005 December 2005 January 2006 February 2006 March 2006 April 2006 May 2006 June 2006 July 2006 August 2006 September 2006 October 2006 November 2006 December 2006 January 2007 February 2007 March 2007 April 2007 May 2007 June 2007 July 2007 August 2007 September 2007 October 2007 November 2007 December 2007 January 2008 February 2008 March 2008 April 2008 May 2008 June 2008 July 2008 August 2008 September 2008 October 2008 November 2008 December 2008 January 2009 February 2009 March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 September 2009 October 2009 November 2009 January 2010 February 2010 March 2010 April 2010 May 2010 July 2010 August 2010 October 2010 February 2011 May 2011 June 2011 August 2011 November 2011 December 2011 January 2012 Credits ©Glamouresque.	Tuesday, November 29, 2011 So after going to 4 months, finally I can say it. We're pregnant!! Although I don't get the "we" part. Why would a couple say, "We're pregnant!" and yet it's the woman who has the morning sickness (or all-day sickness as I call it), backache, headache, bladder problem, tiredness, bloatedness (is there such word), stretch marks, etc etc etc. You would think at least the enlarged breasts are the perks. Not really. Seriously. And of course, the first 2 months, it's certainly not the man who get ultrasound through your VAGINA. And it muthafucking hurt. The only thing man complains is probably no sex. For me, it went like this. 1st month: tired and sleepy all the time, whole body was sensitive, in a bad way. 2nd month: nauseous all the time. Ate a bit, threw up a lot. Drank a bit, threw up a lot. Moved a bit, threw up a lot. Slept a bit, threw up a lot. Lost 3 kgs. Yay me. Not. Seriously not enjoying the feeling of helplessness lying down all the time. Must trouble mom to cook for me every day. 3rd month: throwing up subsides. BUT! If I eat ONE NORMAL PORTION, I'd throw up. So I'd have to eat half portion, wait a while, then finish the rest. Drinking must be also be done slowly. if I chug something, I'd throw up everything. Must. Eat. Or. Drink. Slowly. And will pee every 2 hours. Cousin said, "It will get worse as your belly get bigger coz baby rests on the bladder." Thank you. Going on 4th month: mood doesn't improve. I'm not a patient person to begin with, now it's even worse. I snap easily now. My mantra is now, "Inhale, exhale." I still don't know the sex of the baby yet. I want a boy, because there are more accessories for a girl, it will bankrupt me. Ask my niece, see how many things I have bought for her. But many people say, "From your face, I think you're having a girl." Which I don't get. I mean, I am a woman. I should have a female face, right??? If I'm having a boy, will my face turn masculine?? Explain it to me, please. And now there are many people say, "Better have the second child fast." What am I? A baby-vending machine?? One kid, one dog, one husband. Enough for me. Anyhoooooo.... Having another doctor appointment on 6th of Dec. Will update.
but baby, where they knock you down and out Is where you oughta stay